LIFE LESSON 101

The Gospel of the Lord

There's the pressure to put up a front, to imagine things going diffrently or to imagine that events that have already occured reoccur so that you seem cool, seem happy, better off, or so that you could exude some of that "I don't give a fuvk about you" vibe, when you see an ex or an old friend or an old acquittance you're no longer cordial per-se with.

You want to laugh louder that moment at a joke that is not exactly very funny, you want to actively talk, be a chatter box in that moment, not be quiet, so that they know, that the light in you did not go out with their absence, instead it went up, it increased.

There's the pressure to get up, walk around, flaunt your beauty so they see, that outside and inside you're still beautiful. 

Or maybe you wish they were present instead on that day that girl came up to you and flirted, you rather it was the day you were out on that date with that gorgeous girl with the gorgeous outfit, or the day that handsome guy came up to you to talk and made you laugh...alot. Ahh!! them seeing you in that moment you're thinking of would have made them drop dead! Not literally of course.

But PAUSE... Do you see what's WRONG?

Yes, She came up to you and flirted that day, he made you laugh...alot and that was beautiful. It's beautiful enough that you got to experience that, you destroy it the moment you wish your "hater" got to experience that moment with you, you corrupt it then.

You should Thank God that that moment didn't occur with them in the room cause if it did, the beauty would have been lost on you.

Be thankful, that you've lived, you've laughed, been appreciated, felt beautiful, are beautiful, been made to feel worth-full. Who saw it or not is Qytvwcbdtcrsht - meaningless.

How it rubs off on another person is the kind of thinking you should free yourself from.

I know it's almost hypocrisy to say what I've said as I'm guilty of this most times, and I'm lost for words,words with how to tell you that everytime you review every amazing thing that's happened, happens, is happening, in your life with focus on someone else's feeling, how much it's "peppering" them, you rob yourself of peace and joy and honestly, you don't deserve that. 

I'm here to remind us, to remind you, to re-FOCUS ,on the journey, your journey, on you and on your happiness. All that matters is you. Your world is more...whole, more serene and full of peace when you put your focus on it.