....

When Amy texted to say "Let's Hang"

I read it as "Let's take him off your mind"

So I pulled myself out of bed,

Showered, got dressed, and was astonished at the fact that the thought of getting you off my mind brought much excitement to me.

Now I'm in this crowded hall, bumping bodies and stenches with strangers, taking these pills the boy by the loo gave me for the fifth time now,  wondering why he said it will make me happy, ecstatic, when the only thing it's doing is flooding my mind with you. Replaying memories of us in my head, bringing tears to my eyes, and reminding my aching heart that you are no longer mine.