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 We are seated in a nice fancy restaurant,all dressed up,looKing nice,you tell me,

"You are beautiful"

I roll my eyes,tell you that, "you say that about everything."

You nod,say, "Only because it's the truth."

I smile,say, "Thank you...I believe you"

You laugh,Say, "That's a first"

You ask why i believe you today,

I look at you,tell you, "Cause your eyes...Your body...Your expression,everything about you says so.It's them i believe."

You smile."Okay...Okay".

I'm flipping through the Menu,

Muttering the dishes on there.

I decide, "I'll have Alfredo Pasta.What do you want?"

You say,

"Your attention."

I look up,Say, "Regarding Food"

You tell me, "Give me your attention First"

I stop every movement,look at you.

You say,with all seriousness,

"Marry me"

We go quiet. Then i start laughing,

"Ha.Haha..You al...Ha hahaha"

"It's not funny",You say

"Okay",I collect myself, "Sorry"

Then say,

"It's Impos-No! My answer is No"

"No? Why??"

"Cause---just No.It wouldn't work. You're God and I am..? Me!"

You say "Okay" to that and Smile,I love your smile,so i smile back,say,

"Let's eat"

The waiter comes around,I make my order,Our order. 

Few moments of silence go by before you say,

"Serve me"

"I already do"

"Not the way you do...More...I want all of you...No restrictions...No second guessing...No half assing...All..The totality of you,I want it to be mine"

I sigh...tell you,

"I wish I could say Yes and completely mean it,but giving you...anybody,all of me is not the easiest thing.It's...it's...how do i explain??"

"You're thinking too much", You tell me,

I tell you,

"Everything is too much".

You tell me you Love me

I scoff,tell you,"You Love Everyone"

You say,

"It doesn't diminish,even an inch,how much i love you"

I don't say anything to that.

"You know that Right?' You ask,

I say "I do"

You joke,Say,

"It's not the wedding yet,Miss"

I laugh...ask you to "Stop being silly"

You ask me if you are enough for me,

 I tell you,"Nothing...Nobody...is  ever enough for me."

You sigh,say,

"Let me fix you"

You reach for my hand from across the table,I let you hold me,my way of saying "If you can,fix.

The waiter comes around ,with our food FINALLY.

He drops my plate in front of me ,I point him in your direction because he's wondering where to keep yours.

He's not comfortable...Nobody ever is.The people around,the waiters...Nobody.

After he leaves you ask why i keep ordering for you,you tell me they all think I'm....You move your hand in circles around the side of your head to indicate Crazy.

I tell you,"Well,I'm Crazy...Just for you"

You do that weird laugh you do everytime i say something cheesy.Your laugh, it's my favourite thing about you.